Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Back Home

Well here I am back home again and honestly, I can't even believe how much this experience has impacted me.  I set out on this adventure with really only one goal: to have fun.  I was looking for a new experience, to see the world, to experience new things.  But I wasn't trying to change my life or anything.  I wasn't try to figure it all out... I was just trying to have fun.  But I wanted it bad.  I wanted all of it really, really bad.  I wanted adventure, I wanted to just go out there and experience life.  So I worked really hard to get there.  The semester before I went was a nightmare but it was worth it because I was working towards something I really wanted.  When I got to Greece, it was seriously everything I had hoped for; but it was also so much more.  I never expected to get anything "real" out of the experience and not only did I have an amazing experience through my internship, I figured out what I wanted to do with my life.  It was like I put in all that hard work for a pretty shallow goal and it ended up propelling me towards something really meaningful.  Once I stared moving towards something, anything, I just kept moving and life kept moving along with me.  All of my usual distractions and safety buffers were gone and it was just me finding the world as I actually wanted it to be, the life I wanted to create.  I pursued adventure for the experience and thrill of it and found that sometimes adventure push you towards deep, meaningful things you never imagined.

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